I HAVEN START STUDYING BS. HAHA. STUCKED AT THE FIRST CHAPTER. :///

eh.. my com got prob again la. omfg. anw. yunli remember my THAT THING tml! :D:D

ok., i gtg. stupid dd let me simed for 1 and a half hour just now. omgomgomg.

BYE

slpt at 3.30 am this morning. woke up at 6.30 am. wah lao. damn tired.

yayness please. dd acc me ate subway today. :D:D she came all the way now to raffles city shopping centre. to meet me after my work. but we ended up meeting at the wrong place la. she was at err. rafles mrt stop area. while i am at city hall. so i waited for her to come now. :D i left my hp on the subway table after early dinner. OMFG. only realised it when i am like.at the other shop. HAHA. so i panicked. went back. the subway guy was holding on to it. HAHA. thanks man. and i bet he saw my oh-so-nice wallpaper. HAHA. not something dirty ok. pure loves.

EH. den we walked ard. and went home. slpt all the way back to my stop. 1 hour plus bus ride. yawn* i need to sleep soon.

NIGHTS WORLD> zzz

sometimes i really dont understand wad YOU are thinking.
when i see that you are down and not okay.
i tried hard to comfort you, as a friend.
in fact, eveyone around u does it. trying to give u our BEST advice as an outsider.
but i really dont know wad the hell you are thinking.
u will just listen to our words. and forget abt it.
no, to be fair, why not we just take it that u thought about every words we said and tried HARD to let go of ___.
and sad to say, you failed.

come on. dont you think u tried way too hard to make ___ stay?
i am not trying to say u shld not make ___stay. and that ur shld go ur own separate ways.
but u ought to know that it takes both hands to clap in a r/s.
and its frustrating and hurting to see you down there alone; suffering, compromising all the stuffs u could, and gave in so fucking much to ___, shedding so many tears, just to hope that ___ will change his/her mind. and return back to you.

and to us; from our view as an outsider, ___ just dont seems to appreciate or see how much u did for him/her.
well, maybe he/she did (since we dont know), but still wish to stay this way; friends.
so why cant u just respect him/her decision or rather let nature take its course?

i can see that u wanna try ur best to win her back. even if it doesnt work out in the end, at least u know u tried.
but hello?! haven u tried enough? or issit the answer that he/she gave you isnt CLEAR enough.
i seriously see no point why u hold on to this r/s.
i know the love btw u and him/her still there.
but what abt something impt in a r/s like trust?
i bet u feel tired now, at how u tried so hard and still unable to bring him/her back.
but even if u managed to win her back?
u think both of you will still be that happy like b4?
i dont understand why are u making your life so fucking tough&miserable.
and tell me" life is tough"
i tell you. thats bullshit.

you shld jus wash ur hands off everything. IF you and __ are really meant to be, your will still end up together at the end of the day.

and if you stil wanna stick to ur same old decision in getting all means to get her back.
i tell you.
serene cant be bothered. not anymore.
and i bet the others cant be bothered too.
cos its tiring how we tried so hard to advice u. for nth.
i hope you dont neglect ur friends ard you.
(:

WAH LAO.
keep those junk food out of my sight.
go awayyyy


i cant concentrate.
my exam is the day after tml.
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the most sickening subject; BM.
screams*

i want need time to fly. as fast as possible.

pretty pretty fireworks, you made my saturday :D

everything about today was just great. i want more of today. all about shopping, eating, crapping, laughing, and er.. fireworks. :D:D i am a happy girl. HAHA

went town den to marina and to bugis just to get that ___. LOL. and err back to marina or rather esplanade for fireworks.

damn fun. esp gg out with my sickeningly best friend. LOL.

i pampered myself today. and i wanna go back to get more stuffs. hopefully after exams.

nights world

okay, today IT test wasnt tt bad. but quite bad also lar. yong is very kind to teach me over the fone this morning. LOL. if not i gonna fail man. i hate IT. i seriously hope i can pass. dun wanna retain for any modules. and err.. ya.. shld work harder for my exams. i hope these few weeks will jus fly. i dont want any exams and tests. very stressed up. HA HA. wtf.

and err.. met my girls ytd at town to walk ard. and pizza hut with dd later on. damn full lahs. and err. saw a kinda cute guy. but my hot guy look better :D

i dunno wad to blog abt.
i need my beauty sleep.
i miss my daddy& best friend.
shall ring them up later for a conference.
i miss those crappy chats.

BYE.

remember our promise,
no matter how hard it gets.
baby, i will be waiting.
we will make it through,
as one.

you held my hand,
and brought me into your world.
and now, you are pushing me away.
i cant stand it.





i am staying

my mood is starting to swing. high and low.

i need the people around me to stay.
i hate to lose someone dear to me, not again

D&D was alright. rushing like a retard for the last 18 mins. zzz. and err. couldnt finish.. no time to add in some dimensions and all. and err. the written qns all blank. LOL

but overall i THINK can pass lahs. hemmmm. stupil's lily cute guy finally appeared at foodcourt one today. and he even walked pass us. HAHA. ah li went stunned for a MOMENT. lol. aiyaaa. sure got gf wan :P:P:P:P
hot guy, i dont want to see you. dont appear in foodcourt one, not anymore. HA HA

and errr. had been sleeping. since i came home. damnf tired. dunno whyyy. and errr. i have nth interesting to blog on. i hope i can get all the law cases in my head for thurs test.

2 down, 3 more to go. and i will be freeeeeeeeeee :D:D

WAH LAO. monday isnt love anymore, at least for today or rather the upcoming weeeksss. ))):

i WANT to see HOT GUY. come foodcourt one :D
HAHAHA. no hot guy today plus i screwed up my damn ect like TOTALLY. wtf. i got up at 4 am to study. end up i late and panicked like a retard! all info in my brain gone -.- i really studied ok. but whatever lah. ect and i not fated. i cant get along well with it.

i want seee hot guy :D

i realised, its HARD to bump into HOT GUY tml. )): shit. will be having tests and exams starting from next week. and err. followed by one month holiday. WAH LAO. whines-

i need fate badly, to bump into hot guy.
HOT GUY, I WANT SEEE YOUUUU :D

okay, am rushing ECT like mad now. haven started on chapter 7 yet and the drawing. wtf. no need sleep already. and chapter 5 and 6 are so alien. i ate lots of junk food. and 1 litre of vitasoy :D:D


BYE

MY DEAREST RAE RAE :D


"give jie jie PAW..."



she drooling over the cheeese.


my new CARPET :P


CHOCOLATE when sleeeping. zzz


CHOCOLATE <3

WEIXIANG and HOT GUY! :D:D:D:D:D

okay, i slpt till 3pm today. my beauty sleeeeeep :D and err. ate lunch. simed abit. den now blog awhile b4 i get my ass gg and start on my ECT revision. sigh. i hate tests! idiotic. didnt went suntanning with the girls. HAHA. i lost my that-wanna-tan-like-fuck urge already. LOL. after tests, i shall beach soon. (: damn white now :@

oh ya. the bluetooth thingy i bought really work siah, uploaded some pics which i took like lala years ago.

BYE

open your heart, let me show you how much i care

WAH LAO> the 9pm show jus now fucking sweeet and touching.

almost cried luh -.-
i want a guy as sweet as weixiang. and OMFG. yixin chose him. HAHA. YAYNESS please. although abit heart pain for guo bin. but i prefer weixianggg.

WEIXIANGGGGGGGG. omfg.

HOT GUY!! beams-

I BUMPED INTO HOT GUY TODAY! though is not monday. HAHA. went to the SAS? to collect ticks for concert. and err. SAW HOT GUY. HAHA. still as HOT. i love <3 i walked pass him like 2 times lahs. OMFG.

okay lahs. i better stop this. everyone is going crazy over i gg crazy over hottie guy. ): HAHA. but i am still loving it.

BYE

HAHA. JeslynBABE! i will pay more attention to you rather than HOT GUY ok. lolol :/// and err. can we like go shopping during the holidays? or just chill out okay! i miss crapping&having fun&bitching with you. let me date you out....... one fine day. i promise :D:D

and err. serene enough of hot guy. you are not supposed to be so crazy over him. dont be dumb. HA HA. lol. talk to me ah li! i am talking to myself. lolol.

and errr. to serene's dearest SEXYDD. i want go shopping with you soon! i hope err.. you will be okay. which i know you will, just errr. throw those unhappy stuffs aside first ok! you need MORE shopping & beaching & cute guys now. HA HA. i can see. but err. dont anyhow spend okay! SAVE. lets go get our puppies. heheh.

and errr. i lazy to blog abt today stuff. just errr....... no hot guy. lolololololol

BYE ALL

not supposed to be this way.
my heart is not supposed to stray and yet to be.

i am just running away.
i will be back someday.
or maybe we will grow to realise;
this is the best way out,
for you and me.

though you have been the reason why my heart aches.
you are still the reason why my heart beats anyway.

>I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine and I'm planning to keep it that way.


wah lao. i spent one hour plus last night to find hot guy's friendster. end up attachedd. )))))))))): but its ok. i will just admire you from afar. HA HA. and errr. i wont snatch lahs. not so bitch. i am just err. crazy over ur cutie face and hairstyle. lolol. i want a neighbour as boyfriend too. sound cooolllzzzxxzzz yea. LOL. bull-shit.

and err. everyone is acting cute. jeslyn is still the cutest! FAINT*

BYE.

>enough of heart breaks
i want a love that's for real,
without that- No deal